Saturday, March 7, 2009

When your existence seems meaningless...

It is only you and the darkness within you,
the darkness inside that covers everything outside too.
You feel like going into a long sleep,
where no one is there to disturb your peace.
No one is there to ask you what you are up to,
what is the purpose of you being there.
What you have gained and what you lost,
and if you lost then the reason for that.
Everything is calm,
nothing to worry for.
But you just wish if it was possible,
in reality it is not.

Are you a coward???
You are searching for the purpose,
but don't you know that already?

Yes,I know!
But I am tired.
I just don't wanna carry this burden on my shoulders anymore,
when there is no meaning of doing what I am suposed to do.
The burden of some goals & many expectations,
some guilts & many uncertainities.

Tired??? of what???
You have not done anything yet!!!
Who are you?
What are you?

Nothing, I know.
Sitting in the darkness, alone,
no where to go.
There is just emptiness , 
& the hollowness inside.
No reason to fight,
no drive that could bring some pace to life.
No words that could break this silence,
no smile that could make everything bright.

Just a duty that has to be done,
and to be done with a smile.
The silence will prevail,
and there can be no escape to that.
Sometimes you ll  love the peace and feel blessed,
and sometimes it ll howl so loud that you would wish you were dead.

But there is certainly no escape from the thing called, Life!!!




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